Living Life Truthfully?

So I ask myself so many questions. People come and people go from our lives. Some that go make us better people. Negative minds create negative moments. I love how you sometimes run into someone randomly and within the first two minutes of the conversations they have already complained about something. It's too hot, it's too cold, the kid's are driving me crazy. I work too much, I'm bored. Well I'm breathing and I'm thankful. for every negative thing a person says to you try responding with something positive. You will be surprised by their reaction. I rely on nobody but myself when it comes to my life and how I choose to value it. We live in this world and we very easily fall into the habitual ways of the thought dweller. Wanting,wondering, over thinking. Can't we just breath and live and be happy just because we can. So often I hear people talk about all of the things they can't control. Have they ever asked themselves what they CAN control? We have t...

Struggling to hold the hands of time Reaching for forgiveness, it's not hard to find. Scared and frigid from fears in your past Visions and thoughts racing tears that clash Slivers of smiles dance across your face Tragedy struck me as this became your fate Not wanting to remember what sorrow you faced Wishing I could tell you makes my heart melt Wishing you saw how we all felt Feelings of sadness flush through me now I see you, I feel you...my head will not bow For now when I think of you This is all I see Flashes of freedom, train whistles, our tree Nobody really matters as they didn't know All of the fabulous places that you still will go Now your fears have vanished There's no one left to scream Just comfort and quiet and musical dreams I picture you smiling,carefree guitar in hand Playing for us all ,life's Music Man In Memory of a dear friend, I'll never forget you Julian Bennett

What a tangled web we weave. Sometimes of our own choosing,other times by fate. To speak freely as I feel I should in this life...Nature is what I see as my Church. My place of soul searching and true acceptance. I choose to believe in what I can actually see and feel. Am I Wiccan? Am I Pagan? I'm sure I believe alot of the same things as those whom choose to label themselves however for me...I am just me. I am Laura. I am a lover of life, a nurturer of nature, an animal tamer, a trampoline jumper, a beachcomber, a sandcastle builder, a cookie maker, player of music and so much more. Yes I have been called crazy. They can call me what they want. I will run into the freezing cold ocean with all my clothes on or stand in the middle of a field of long grass arms spread wide just the hear the sounds. I am living. Is that not the point. So many people wonder and ask...what is my purpose? It isn't rocket science...the purpose is to LIVE...and LOVE living. Life is a miracle and it is ...

Flourished with thoughts dancing inside Visions of imprisonment we must confide Colors so vivid so vicious and misconstrued Take me with you through the happy and crude Luscious language screaming your name Take me freely this is no game Light feather like feeling of fingers on my soul Hold me, breath for me never let me go 

August Your heart and mind are finally free Remembering our moments beneath the trees You whispered softly and your soul was bare You looked at me and knew you could share I hope you felt loved and I hope you felt safe If even for a moment with that smile on your face Soar high my dear friend for your wings fly free Taking you swiftly to your place of peace May the rivers run long and the sea be warm May happiness surround you and keep you warm I saw deep into your soul & heart I knew who you were from the very start Your first song over the phone to me No woman, no cry it was meant to be The gazebo in August as the train whistle blew Together in this life we both grew I take with me now your voice and song Not one moment with you was ever wrong Forgiveness is a beautiful thing Like your voice and it’s freedom will forever sing

 Into life a whole new way Daisies dancing,  the long grass sways Sounds of a bitter brittle day Creatures strong that may Take us hostage for somewhere new Take us within the light out there Lead us someplace fair & true Leave the light on to lead us through A dark & haggard soul Rescue from laughter that should be your goal Ruffle feathers all around me Bring me close into your chest Hold me stagnant & secure The life I need for sure Release me when I'm ready On my rigid feet steady Glare at me let go already http://lancemyblogcanbeatupyourblog.wordpress.com/

Frantically driven Nowhere to go Lost in oblivion desperately so Take my bleeding heart nice and slow In this life underground is where I go Wanting and needing my vicious blood flows Daggers in minds Razors a glow Take me and save me This is not for show